Our clichéd forbidden romance came to a head at the very end of the summer with a night of mediocre drunk sex. When we asked for the best stories about the first time you had sex, we knew there would be some weird offerings And there definitely, definitely were He agreed to have sex with me and, to the best of my knowledge at the time, he made good on our deal The experience was so underwhelming, so strikingly devoid of the blissful, painful, or intensely emotional sensations i’d been promised, i wondered what was wrong with everyone for imbuing intercourse with so much import. I continued to compare myself with ophelia when the stories of the incident were published in the news, it was hard reading the stories and only hearing about his amazing football career
I felt like it wasn’t my experience and story being told, but rather his accomplishments and the sadness of what he had done.
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